Bsidemix.com

And the time has finally come to say goodbye to blogger.com. It has been a good ride, but I am moving on up to better and greater things.

If you are a regular on my blog, you can now catch me at my new site:

www.bsidemix.com

from now on, that will be the only site I am blogging on.

A Tough One

Sunday was a tough day for me. I know that with leadership comes failures, and Sunday I felt like I was let down by a friend and in turn, I let down my community. On the personal side, I can apologize for allowing my leadership to distract our community from what was otherwise a great Sunday. On the professional side, I learned a lot and will never let that sort of thing happen again.

It still stings... although with each storm comes new rain, and new soil is uncovered. I am praying that this new soil is rich with nutrients and commitment to the building of Missiongathering.

A Good Day

I had a good day today. I got to sleep in and then get up, get ready and head to pick up my new glasses that I ordered so I can see again! Then I went and picked up Laura, and headed to the new Chipoltle in Mission Valley for lunch. That place is huge! Then we headed downtown to Urban Outfitters and picked up some new digs for us both. Ladies and Gentlemen... on my OWN ACCORD... I will be officially wearing color. I know its hard to believe, but the black t-shirt will not be my only means of fashion statement from now on.

Then off to the grandparents house and some amazing mexican food (spinach and mushroom, corn enchiladas). Then I got to watch the first two quarters of the Hornets / Spurs game. I came home, ran a few miles... spent twenty minutes catching my breath and now I am going to watch some Nacho Libre to go to bed. Overall... a good day.

Forgetting Sarah Marshall

So Curtis and I went to some Thai food at Bangkok Spices (good digs if you like Thai) and headed to the AMC with full intent of seeing Iron Man... but there was an incredible line to get in, so we decided to switch our plans up. Instead, we saw "Forgetting Sarah Marshall." I have to say, I had no clue really what this movie was going to be all about, but I ended up enjoying myself. Funny movie... just dont bring the kids. Mature content all around. But then again, what else would you expect from an Apataw production.

Movin' On Up

So I found out that I have to be out of the studio I live in by the 10th of this month because the owners are moving back to san diego... Suck. I am glad to be heading out and finding a new funky studio / 1br, but it has been really tough so far, and especially on a limited schedule.

Keep your eyes out for a place in North/South Park, Golden Hill, Normal Heights, or Hillcrest. I know I am craigslisting it every day.

Movin' on up.

Sanctuary Tonight

As always, we had a great sanctuary together. I wanted to point out two things that really stuck out to me.

1. Emily shared this amazing analogy that I know that I am going to butcher as I try to put it down in written form. She said that she had always felt that her spiritual journey in other faith communities had been like a small, pre-potted seed that only had a small space to grow into, and that would only ever become one type of plant. When she found Missiongathering, she said that she had found her "meadow" in which she could grow into herself and where the soil was rich. Where she could "hide out" if need be, or shine in the light of the sun. I just think this is a beautiful and brilliant analogy.



2. We were talking about why people are so attracted to churches that constantly make people feel guilty. I think the core reason is that people (especially in Western culture) get accustomed to a God that is only found in guilt. That we feel closest to God in our sin because it reminds us that we are in need of grace. It can almost become a ritual like practice to be told how terrible we are and how disappointed God is in us. Although I agree that we all need grace, and that it is good to be reminded of that... I think that God meets us in much more than just our guilt and that God sent Jesus Christ to no longer make us live in the shadow of our guilt and judgement... but instead to embrace grace and walk daily in that grace.

Bsidemix.com

So I bought the domain "bsidemix.com" hoping to be able to customize my blog and give it a really cool feel and look... but man this is tough.

I designed the website in iweb... but iweb and blogger dont really get along. I really would like to make my blog look and feel like I designed... but I just can't figure out how to really make it happen.

Any ideas?

Recommended Reading

This is a book I picked up in Orlando that I am about halfway through. I would definitely recommend this for anyone who is looking at how a movement of faith (missionally based) can look like.

I especially have appreciated the chapter on discipleship.

For more info, go to theforgottenways.org

AE Love... MG PROMO 1

I had a spare hour or so, and wanted to practice some AE stuff. Here is a promo for missiongathering.com.

Let me know what you think.

Adobe After Effects

I know Im probably behind the curve... but I started using After Effects yesterday to put together a promo / intro video for our upcoming "Heroes" series. I am really excited about what this program can do, and what it will bring to the table at Mission.

Any experienced AE users out there? I could definitely use some tutelage.

Here is what I put together for this Sunday:



Let me know what you think...

Exponential Conference #7: The Journey Home

I hate Southwest Airlines. "Hate" may be a strong word, but our last flight from Orlando to Las Vegas was torture. It wasn't just the fact that I was stuck on the end row where people constantly bumped into me on their way to the restroom. It wasn't just the larger lady that sat next to me who took half of my seat and didn't smell great. It wasn't the 5 kids that surrounded me throwing their respective fits in succession. Those all helped my distaste for the airline...

But the kicker (and if you have a weak stomach I suggest you stop reading now)...

There was puke... not cleaned up and smelling up the whole plane.

Home in two hours.

Exponential Conference #6: Need a Little Blog Love

Hey Everyone... I need a little blog love. So...

post a comment leaving a little love...

and then send my blog (bsdiemix.blogspot.com) link to at least three other friends...

love.

Exponential Conference #5: Divine Appointment?

As we were watching the reenactment of Jesus' crucifiction, I noticed a guy who had some awesome hair, chucks and some rolled cuffs and looked like he didnt belong (much like I didn't). I saw Rich talking to him, so I headed over, and it turns out, it was Dan Kimball. How random is it that we ran into Dan all the way out here in Orlando and at the Holy Land Experience.

So we all got to talking about the park, and about our respective churches, and then we all went together to "meet" Jesus and take a photo.

Classic... Vintage... Experience.

Only at Missiongathering.

I found Jesus:



Dan found Jesus:



Happy Guys full of Jesus:

Exponential #4: The Holy Land Experience

So today after the conference we got a chance to head over to TBN's "The Holy Land Experience." Here is a brief explanation brought to us by our friends at "Firth in the USA.":



Here is how I would describe it:

Exponential Conference #3

Alan Hirsch brought the noise. I just got out of a main session where Alan Hirsch was sharing about what it truly means to be exponential. Man, it was good stuff. I am so thankful that someone is having the strength and the passion to stand up and say that we need to truly put CHRIST back into the center of CHRISTIANITY. The way he put it was this:

Christology > Missiology > Ecclesiology

Another way of putting it:

Church (minus) Christ (equals) religion

Church (plus) Christ (equals) Christianity

Thank you Alan for having the courage to challenge the way in which we start our churches here in the west. I think that stood out to me most was the way in which he broke down the old accepted thought of "Jesus standing outside the doors of our hearts (and our churches) and we only need to let him in" by asking why Jesus was outside in the first place!

Good stuff... couldn't have said it better

Exponential Conference #2

My first session has been really cool. It's interesting to hear the ideas about creative communication and to see where MG is really ahead, and areas that we can possibly do much better in.

A few things that stuck out to me today were:

1. "Internal Marketing." The way that we communicate to our MG Villagers... there are some really interesting ideas that I think could work well at MG.

2. Finding creative ways to challenge our communities to invite other people. I think this is an interesting concept... instead of just saying it, how do we make it accessible and creative?

Exponential Conference #1

We are off to the first preliminary session at the conference we are attending. If you'd like to check out what it is, go to www.exponentialconference.com. I am signed up for the "Creative Communication in New Churches" pre-track. I didn't know until now that Mark Batterson is leading my pre-conference track. Mark is the Pastor at National Church (DC) and we have chatted a few times about Rescue coming out to play at his church. I'm stoked about seeing him again.

I am actually really looking forward to getting a chance to hear what church planters from across America are observing about faith and the shift that seems to be happening throughout the US.

I should be blogging throughout my time here, so keep up to date with me.

Safley in the South

We arrived safely in Orlando tonight. With a quick layover in Nash Vegas (Nashville) we had really smooth travels. On the way to the hotel tonight, we drove through what I am going to call the "Realm of Disney." Pretty amazing, and I really hope we get a chance to spend a day at Walt Disney World.

We had some Brinner (thats breakfast for dinner) at the good ol' Waffle House, and checked into the hotel. I definately feel like I am now officially in the south.

Here are the official overflow rules for Waffle House... gotta love the south.

MG Baptisms

This Sunday was absolutely amazing.

I am sitting here in the San Diego International Airport, waiting to board our flight to Orlando and can't stop thinking about just how amazing this morning truly was.

I saw people who hadn't planned on being baptised stand up out of their seats and move toward the baptismal wanting to free themselves from the shackles of religion and breathe in the fresh air of a new Jesus (actually an old Jesus) that accepted them and loved them fully. Despite all of the planning and programming we can do as a team, there is nothing more powerful than watching people breathe freedom in.

Thank you Missiongathering for letting me be a part of such and amazing Sunday. God is moving in the lives of people here in San Diego... setting them free and allowing them to live into the grace that has been there for them since their first breath.

Baptism Sunday

Join us Sunday @ 10:30AM. www.missiongathering.com

Azariah Southworth

Laura turned me onto this interesting story. Thank you Azariah for being real with yourself despite the potential loss of your career. I truly believe that "lines" are being drawn in the sand, and the momentum is growing to finally (and truthfully) start asking honest questions about spirituality and sexuality.

Check out the story here: http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2008/04/16/azariah-southworth-popula_n_97078.html

Voice of Restoration

We had a great sanctuary tonight. As a highlight, we got to talk about what Jesus' voice would have sounded like, and what the "spirit" of his voice truly was. Through that conversation, we started talking about how we hear / read Jesus' voice as a voice of restoration time and time again. Not of judgement or condemnation or even righteousness, but a voice of true restoration.

I thought I'd get this out tonight, and elaborate tomorrow on it... but what an amazingly different tone a voice of restoration (which includes love, grace and peace) than a voice of regulation and righteous judgement.

Good night.

Some Good, Healthy Snacks

Interested in some healthy, organic snacks? You wont find them here.

The Knott's "Experience'

Well... Knotts was much more fun as a kid. I had a great day hanging out with Laura, and we had a lot of laughs and smiles, but Disney is so much cooler. I think that Knott's is really struggling to find their true "identity" as a theme park. As such, random things are kind of slammed together in strange and almost akward ways.

Highlight of the Park: In the arcade they have a game called "Turkey Hunter." Literally, you are given a large shotgun type controller (like duck hunt) and different scenes with Turkeys to shoot are flashed on the big screen... Although I am not a hunter... and although I have no interest in shooting Turkeys... everytime you got one, the game called you a "Turkey Slayer." That alone was worth my 50 cents. (oh the irony)

Lowlight of the Park: The really creepy anamatronic humans in each of the old rides... they dont blink and are really stiff (probably made of wood). I dont trust anything that doesn't blink.

Off To Knotts

It was Laura's birthday yesterday, so today we decided to head to a random place called Knott's Berry Farm. We both haven't been there in years, so we are looking forward to experiencing it anew... haha. It is strange how exciting a new adventure with her truly is. Have a great Monday.

Is Anyone Out There?

Is anyone reading this anymore? If you are, hit me back with some love... haven't heard from anyone lately.

bside design

Im thinking about starting a small creative design company to help non-profit organizations improve their design and graphic presentation. Really this stemmed from working with a few non-profits on some smaller projects that really helped propel the message and branding of their central message. I will elaborate later, but Im starting the initial design / business plan of the company, and wanted some creative insight. So here is a logo in different colors.

The company will be called "Bside Design" based on my kind of motto: "life's better on the bside." When 45s were released (thats vinyl for all you digital folk) the single was on the "A" side while the more creative (and often better) song was on the bside.


1) What do you think about it? 2) Which color do you like the best? 3) Are you interested in being involved in any way?

Welcome Fellow Deviants

Welcome all of you fellow deviants. I just did a mad update on my deviantart.com website. You can check it out at suipoc.deviantart.com/gallery. Please give me some deviant love and maybe even purchase a print of your favorite piece. Last time I posted, I was a featured artist. That was really cool and unexpected.

imagine grace (political)

Here is some art I just posted on deviantart.com. How do you feel when you see this?

betterworldshopper.com

My friend Tracy introduced me to this site, and it has definately been illuminating to me. This site is dedicated to giving information on companies and goods that we often consume on a daily basis. Check it out for yourself at www.betterworldshopper.com. Here is a good screen shot:

A Good Coffee

So I had coffee with a friend of mine the other day at Cafe Carpe Diem. If you haven't yet visited Carpe Diem, you are missing out. Free Trade and Organic Coffee in a really chic looking place. Good prices, and great coffee. Its on the corner of University Ave and Herman Ave.

As my friend Lauren and I were talking, she reminded me just how lame I have been at keeping my blog up. I know I've made a lot of unfulfilled promises to get back on it, but at last, I am challenging myself to do it. Hold me accountable if you'd like with nagging emails and scathing text messages...

rad.

EMC 2008

The "Everything Must Change Tour" happened last weekend at Missiongathering and went off. I had an amazing time getting to know Linnea (from Deep Shift) and Tracy Howe (the worship leader for the tour). Great event, great music, and some great conversations were had throughout the weekend. Thank you to all who were involved, and here is a cool photo of yet another FILIPINO worship leader (we are taking over the world!).

iphone Fun

So I got a new toy... and I love it... and I made some cool wallpapers for it. Enjoy.

Food For Thought

To have a right to do a thing is not at all the same as to be right in doing it.
- GK Chesterton

Sanctuary Rocks

We had a great sanctuary tonight. Our discussion really shed some light on some things that i've been feeling and kind of working out in my head lately. I will get into those tomorrow, but the basic underlying tone of the discussion was on sexism. Within our culture, how it influences our cultural view of homosexuality, how it impacts our faith, and even how it impacts Missiongathering. I really loved the conversation and I am excited to see where it leads us....

for now though... sleep.

Some Flash Love

So I opened up Adobe Flash CS3 for the first time and took a user crash course for the last 45 minutes. Looks like a fun program... can't wait until I get some more time under my belt for this thing... Check out www.missiongathering.com for my handy work in the banner.

Happy Saturday

"Ask a deeply religious Christian if he’d rather live next to a bearded Muslim that may or may not be plotting a terror attack, or an atheist that may or may not show him how to set up a wireless network in his house. On the scale of prejudice, atheists don’t seem so bad lately."
- Scott Adams

I know Its been a while...

Have you ever observed that we pay much more attention to a wise passage when it is quoted than when we read it in the original author?
- Philip G. Hamerton

Im Back...

After a couple of crazy weeks where I felt like I had no time at all to sit down and get my thoughts out... I am back to the blogging world. Look out... two a days are on their way.